Changed my major!Anyway, surprising news--even to myself--i changed my major from nursing to english!
holy yowza!
This MAY mean that I may be back here and writing stuff.
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A conversation on conversation Side 1A conversation on conversation
words are only the rationalizing of our emotions the orations of our essence the speaking of our soul As attempted interpretations of our feelings they hold as much as they can and in that way confine our whole. for if we were to speak with our emotions our thoughts
our ghost we'd leave interpretation a dying language. a Latin among communication. a painful memory of a life that lacked depth of feeling. Side 2
but without the privacy of one's own mind where lies the mystery? wallowing in awareness--in feeling
by ~SinisterLefty
Suicide KissShe had already fallen asleep and it was just you and me Alone on that bench we stared at the stars so bright And there I teased, openly, the thoughts of suicide to see And gauge your reaction--such eyes reverently, passionately alightSuicide Kiss
Just for me, Oh! To be so cherished by a stranger My distress eased by your arms-stealing their warmth- Like a sunflower bereft of the sun: droopy and languor The taste of your light brought forth a will, an addiction, a clarity.
Nigh but an awkward emptiness left my chest aching And your entreaties of my survival invigorated. A want to b
by ~SinisterLefty
Mom's Birthday.A mother is your whole, She is your heart… your soul. Because no matter how far you travel,Mom's Birthday.
You are centered around her—else your soul unravels She is your axis from which you navigate, You gravitate back to her comfort her wisdom her embrace. Even in those hard times, even in those trials You learn later that they were just juvenile wiles Misconceptions, miscommunications, and mistakes. You learn that when she asks too much of yourself, you are asking too little. You learn that she only doubted you when you doubted yourself When you lost yourself in socialism,
by ~SinisterLefty
Brown as Autumn FoliageBrown as autumn foliage That's the color of your eyes Though death coincides with its color's meaning All I feel is warmth when I look at them A warmth that reverberates through my core That gives me a sense of stability, an assurance for a future that feels like it's worth it being with you gives me the endurance toBrown as Autumn Foliage
finish every responsibility I've been alloted.
The sincerity of your stare subjects me to have higher standards of my ability, yet picks me up when I fail miserably. Assures me that I am perfect, and reminds me not to leap farther than my legs c
by ~SinisterLefty
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Distancedseparated by oceans of stars, we are worlds apart; but i take solace knowing that you watch the same night sky as i-Distanced
did you see that comet tail igniting my hopes? burning brilliantly before being doused in the serenity of the night. i only wish that we see eye to eye, fly and shine brightly together until we are reclaimed by the heavens.
you come to me in my dreams like a siren you call me in my sleep; but i awake to nothing but sweat and tears, with your warmth lingering on my cheek. at that moment we were one; despite the distance
by ~sto67
A conversationa conversation (if i could speak)A conversation
if i wasn't afraid i would say a great deal of things to bring you closer in my mind, the kind of words which would embarass romantics until they are red in the face.
this place where i would tell you all my emotions is yet to be determined- the very notion of revealing myself strikes fear to my ego; rejection is a knife too near for comfort. i have no idea of what to say, i would delay my thoughts by just a fraction and stumble through inaction before blurting out the words which tie my tongue:
by ~sto67
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No I'm not dead! Thank goodness for that. Sorry for being a jerk and not checking deviantART. Hope you are doing well. <3
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If a woodchuck could chuck wood how much wood would a wood chuck chuck?
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how have you been?
how has your poetry/music been? <3
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(quote) Moving on from all the times that I should have laughed not cried. (end quote)
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If a woodchuck could chuck wood how much wood would a wood chuck chuck?
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im too lazy and free spirited~! arg!
but, i write every now and then....
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(quote) Moving on from all the times that I should have laughed not cried. (end quote)
I am your friend for life if you want that,
I've been to California with my mother and other sister when I was about 14-16 years old. I've been to Seattle Washington as well, You're gonna laugh at me and I don't care if you laugh with me (or at me) as long as you're laughing period. I want to meet you someday, hang out with you here in Wisconsin unless I move to Chicago in 2 years, or there down in Cali where you are. I have wanted to meet at least 200 of the 1000 deviants I watch. and only 6 have taken me seriously so far, it's like what's wrong wtih me meeting you all someday. In short, Merry Christmas, we are not neutrality, we are friends. I forgive, but I never forget the pan. I'm more complicated and simplistic then I could ever explain in one blog, or journal!
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Life means everything when alive, and nothing when you die
I would rather be hated for what I said, instead of loved for what I never meant (to all the haters)
Question everything, including yourself and your self
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Life means everything when alive, and nothing when you die
I would rather be hated for what I said, instead of loved for what I never meant (to all the haters)
Question everything, including yourself and your self
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